Good Morrow, My Vessel

this is... kind of a first...

im not sure if writing songs is my way of blogging...

i think it feels about the same. its not quite singing and belting out
my feelings. but, it helps. Lauren (my love interest) says its a good way
to sort out my feelings...

...but, which feelings need sorting....

i know how i feel about everyday things like work and my band and my social
life...

i guess the question is where do i start?...

whenever i think of visual image of my feelings for things, its almost always in red* if
its a passionate feeling. for things im on the fence about, the image is as clear as a winter afternoon in the sun (the sky in maryland is a darker blue when its cold). if the sky were as clear as it was when its cold during the summer, id completely hate winter although i appreciate it for making me appreciate warm weather... i forgot where i was going.

im worried im the only one.

who cares.
who feels.
who understands.
who dreams.

-eddie.